I'm A Rambling Man

It's hard to come up with something new to post on blogs now a days. At least it is for me. I don't know if it's just a sign that my life is not that full of big events or it is and I just don't see those events for what they are.

I think it's just the fact that nothing really exciting happens in my life and my creative juices just flow in an entirely (read really really geeky) different direction and I'm extremely embarrassed about it.

Also I'm just lazy. I mean, look at my last post here on Blogger. Dated what? July? Talking about me and Kim moving off to Montgomery? Which didn't happen until the end of August. Then two months of adventures in Montgomery. Followed by Kim and I moving back to Monroe. Followed by the "fun" that was the house on Harrison.

So I guess it's more of the fact that I am just lazy.

It's something I really want to break. There have been days when I would be bursting with something I thought would go great on a blog, only put it off for later. I really hate being lazy. I do. I hate procrastinating about things. But I don't quite know how to break myself from it. I can tell myself that if I did something as soon as it came up it would be done and I wouldn't have to worry about it anymore. But apparently I like having things loom over me, causing me worry, only to shy away or try to ignore it, hoping it would go away, knowing that it wont until I do something about it or, more likely, time marches on and what started as a little thing has snowballed into something that is so huge I really don't want to deal with it.

It even goes so far as posting a comment on someones Facebook. I've friended a lot of people lately, folks I haven't seen in a while that have sent me comments or messages and I just don't get back to them, saying I will later. And I don't. And it makes me feel bad, that I don't. Like I'm being a heel. But I just click on the next link in my favorites list and move on, saying to myself "I'll just check these sites and come back to it."

So here's where I throw down the gauntlet. Perhaps by me putting it out there on the blogosphere will give me the strength to make changes.

I will not procrastinate and be lazy.
I will loose weight for my health and self-esteem. (Out of left field I know, but if it works for the lazy part then why not give it a shot with loosing weight? Besides, don't they go hand in hand?)

Ok so I have no clue how to end this, but I didn't want to end it on the above sentences either. Feels like I should follow up somehow and I just cant think of a darn thing. So I guess I'll just sign off for now.

Later folks. Maybe it won't be another seven months before I post again.